It's human nature to move in pairs but there will be times when you will have to separate from the pack. Although difficult, taking individual steps to walk your own path is apart of growing. We teach those that are younger than us, to not go along with the crowd, but we often forget to apply this logic in our adult lives.
Assess your reality and face the lingering choice that you must make. You know that you have a decision to make that's been troubling you but you're afraid to make it alone and carry the results alone. I'm sorry to say, but this is what being a big kid is all about.
It is okay to still seek the counsel of others but ultimately, the final decision will be left up to you. Trust yourself a little more and build confidence in your capability to do what's best for you.
Light and love